Say nothing, act casual.

Recently, a relationship ended. And a new one began. 

The ending was jarring, and I am still befuddled by its demise. I am going through the typical self doubt, which, in all actuality, has little to do with the relationship and a lot to do with myself. So, I find myself in a period of introspection and thought - I am not upset necessarily, but I am definitely trying to assess exactly what it is that confused me, or what I misread. 

Alas, I may never know. Meh. I just need to put it in order in my head.

Out of the ashes good things have come. There are some things coming together that have been brewing for a bit, and the semester is finally winding down. Ah, sweet relief of summer. I cannot wait. 

An opportunity to move to Seattle has presented itself, and however deliciously tempting it may be, I simply cannot. Which is infuriating. The possibilities of such a move reach into every aspect of my life. I want to explore the options available, but moving now, mid-program, would ensure I have to start all over at another school, paying out of state tuition. No thank you.